El desquicio ocasionado

Como creerle a alguien que se comporta de la manera en que AMLO lo esta haciendo. No era el quien decia admirar a Benito Juarez, bueno pues y que hay de la gran frase de su heroe "El respeto al derecho ajeno es la paz". Talvez tenga razones en pedir un recuento de votos. Pero el no tiene derecho de bloquear vias tan importantes en el D.F. Que hay de toda esa gente que no voto por el, de esa gente que si voto por el pero a lo mejor tiene que seguir con sus vidas de trabajo, que tiene problemas de salud y que desea transitar libremente las calles de la ciudad de Mexico. El gran caos que esta organizando nos muestra un futuro que pudo haber sucedido hubiese quedado el como ganador de las elecciones del 2 de Julio.

Pide perdon a aquellos que son afectados, pero no se ponen en sus zapatos, no seria mucho mejor evitar esto. Se encuentra afectando la economia no solo del D.F pero de muchisima gente que vive de las ventas realizadas en el Zocalo. Que proteste pero que no cree un caos, que exiga lo que cree justo pero que no sea intransigente, que espere el cambio pero que no lo imponga. Dijo que sus asambleas no ocasionarias caos vial, que serian de hacera, que serian pacificas, pero claro quien puede creer en la palabra de AMLO si tambien prometio antes respetar las elecciones y no lo cumplio.

Quien puede ahora creer en AMLO, si su cambio no desea acuerdos pero imposiciones, quien puede confiar en la palabra de este señor que lo unico que ha creado en los mexicanos es el sentimiento de una duda y de miedo a lo que pueda pasar.

El quehacer de cada día

Otra vez es domingo y la verdad no tengo planeado ir a ninguna parte, pero tampoco quisiera quedarme en casa todo el dia...thought I just remember que tengo que limpiar mi carro. A lo mejor lo llevo al carwash. I'm really lazy today. A lo mejor me voy a ver la pelicula de Pirates of the Caribean, porque aun no la he visto. Pero no estoy muy segura de que quiera gastar 9 dollares en la entrada al cine, y otros 10 o mas en lo que piense comprar, sin contar la gasolina que me puedo ahorrar. Creo que uno de mis hermanos va ha ir a una tienda mexicana aqui en Sacramento and sometimes hay un señor afuera de la tienda vendiendo peliculas piratas (la verdad se ven muy bien, son baratas, y me ahorro un buen de dinero). Despues de todo vengo de una de las capitales de la pirateria (D.F Mexico). Es mas cada que voy a Mexico una de las visitas obligadas es al barrio de tepito, para comprar cd's piratas. No todos los cds que tengo son piratas, ya que a veces decido gastar mi dinero en originales si encuentro ofertas en algunos cds que me interesan y si ando por la libreria como "Bordes" o en "Best Buy".

Como hay que ahorrar dinero pues yo creo solo saldre a caminar (hay que flojera nada mas de pensarlo)

En fin que ya es medio dia, domingo y tengo que salir de la casa (finalmente el weather esta coperando y es un dia precioso outside). hay que hacer algo no creen?

Responsabilidad

A pesar de que no creo que nadie lea este blog, I feel a kind of responsibility for writting something, maybe not everyday, but as often as possible. Aunque a veces no tenga tema del cual realmente quiera hablar, o tenga demasiadas ideas en la cabeza que no me dejan organizar un solo pensamiento racional. Siento que no debo de abandonar este nuevo reto que me he puesto. Talvez sea una responsabilidad conmigo misma a no abandonar algo que me he propuesto hacer. No quiero dejar este nuevo "proyecto" a medias. Es una manera de demostrarme que si puedo hacer algo, que tengo ideas que quiero comunicar, que puedo mantener una responsabilida.

Al no tener un tema definitivo del cual quiero hablar esta noche, me ha dado un poco de sueño, pero la verdad no me quiero quitar de la computadora porque aqui una niña de 11 años esta esperando a que yo termine para poder usarla. No es que yo sea egoista y no quiera que use la computadora. Pero que tiene que hacer a casi las 12 de la noche que no pueda esperar para el día de mañana. Con el auge del site myspace muchas niñas, como esta de la cual les hablo, estan expuestas a peligros (especialmente sin la debida supervision de los padres). Yo al no ser la madre en realidad no hay mucho que pueda hacer, tan solo informar sobre los peligros, tratando de evitar que se vuelva una amenaza el uso indebido de site como el antes mencionado.

Bueno talvez voy a navegar un poco mas por el internet, matando el tiempo, por lo mientras tal parece que siempre sí hubo un tema para esta noche.

Not really having a topic

Finally Monday is over in Galt, California, with another day of hot temperatures (108'). Like I said yesterday I decided to stay home all day, therefore I don't have much to talk about today.

There is an important note that I have to make:

ARMANDO VEGA

Te deseo lo mejor, ojala pronto te pueda ver

"Lady in the water"

Just came back from watching the movie "Lady in the Water", which has received very bad reviews for the most part. I found the story to be not just a horror movies as was shown in the trailers. It is a movie about faith, about finding one's purpose in life. Being so much more than a horror movie, which is what most people expected I can understand that they feel dissapointed. This is not a bad movie, it invites to fantasize about a world where everyone plays an important part of the story of the world and their own lifes. Not a great movie, but can be inspiring, is not a stupid movie like some others playing right now. Go see it.

Going into another topic, earlier in the morning I posted some pictures. The pictures include one of my nephew, the first one in the family, 4 yrs. old now, and has a sister only 8 months (I'll post pictures of her later). Other pictures include my brother Sergio, who is in the Air Force living in Florida. There is a picture taken from the roof of my house in Mexico City, Cuautepec is the name of the town. Also a picture of my ex-boyfriend and two of his friends outside of the high school (preparatoria #9). I think that is all I posted, they are just memories of my life that I wanted to share.

Well, now is time to sleep, so that I can do some housework tomorrow, I don't have any social plans yet. Something might come up, if not, then I'll just stay home cleaning and watching television. Anyway the weather tomorrow is going to be very hot againg. It is 11:23 and the temperature is 87'F. We broke a record today with a 111°F and the forecast for Sacramento in the next few days is

Sunday
109° / 65°
Monday
103° / 63°
Tuesday
101° / 65°

Might be a better idea to stay home.

memories

My li(f)e, mi vida es una mentira

Today once again I realized that my life is full of lies and ideals of what I wish it could be like. Someone a worked asked me if I had a boyfriend, which I don't and haven't had for about six years now. My answer: I don't for the moment, I had one about two years ago and we had been together for about 3 years ( a total lie of course). Why I did it?... Well because I don't want to feel like a loner (which I am). Even with this lie people a work and mostly everyone who knows me knows that I am a loner, extremely quiet.
The reasons for this? I could say that it has been the cultural shock of leaving behind a life in Mexico City with friends, boyfriend and the new sense of liberty at the age of 18. The new life in Sacramento California brought a dependence on my dad (living in his house, starting in a new school, having no friends). It was really hard and still is, for me to connect with people that came from Mexico at a very early age, or with people born here even thought they might speak the same language as I do. I don't seem to fit with the crowds of my age, they talk about mall, shopping, friends, boyfriends, going out, tv. I like to talk about those things but also like to know about the world around me, the conflicts in other nations, within our own country, state or city. Like the museums, parks, libraries, bookstores,movies. Of course there are people that like the same stuff I just mentioned, but most of the time they already have a crew of friends, a boyfriend, or even a family whom to share these interests with.
I like to think of myself as an optismistic, but I have contemplated suicide in my darkest moments of depression. I like to dream about traveling, but I have no real plans. I say that I am very independent, however I am still living with my dad at age 25. I wish to say so many things to different persons, but most of the time I just make conversations up on my head. When it comes time to talk I don't freeze, but I won't say everything I wish I had.
At the end of this blog I am sure I will go over the things that I should have said and shouldn't have said, but this is me.

Many tales

Last Sunday we (meaning my family and I) went to Vegas. Stayed at the Luxor hotel and casino. This is the second time I visit this place. My first time in Vegas I was very unaware of the amount of entertainment available for everyone.
Currently they have the "Bodies" exposition, which is very impresive. It is an insight into the maravilla que somos los seres humanos. No apta for everyone because it can be a shocking experience, a little gross (knowing that those bodies are from real persons). If you don't know what I'm talking about, you better google "Bodies", and don't miss on the opportunity to see it if you can.
We stayed for 4 days and of course I won't tell you detail by detail everything I did, one because it will be boring, too long and some stuff is private.
However the main reason I wanted to talk about this trip is for another show, I believe everyone should see. Celine Dion in concert at the Colessum inside the Caesars Palace right in the middle of the main Strip (scenario built mainly for her). Even if you don't like Celine Dion or don't know who she is (like my Dad). This is a "show" like no other I have seen, there is plenty of stuff going on in the stage, dancers, acrobats, the lighthing, the background images. It was a fantastic show. Highly recomended, a little pricy, but worthed.